Memory

As I lay here, reminiscing through the night,
I remember when we held each other tight.

I lie here, missing the soft breathing of my dear,
The memories of us seems so far, and yet she seems so near.

I know it's been a while, and anyone would say it's time to move on,
But I am still confused as to what I truly feel about what is gone.

The time where I will need to face myself will come soon,
and I will have to accept that I can never be with my lovely Moon.

I am just a wolf, and for me she will always be too far,
For she shines brightly it seems only for the stars.

That I would fall in love with such beauty, I never would of guessed,
But I would of never of expected the end to leave me in such distress.

And yet here I am now, wondering and waiting,
It seems with my heart I am always debating.

Should I say hello? Maybe a casual what's up?
No matter what I choose, my emotions get screwed up.